Chemotherapy and Arthritis – by Ashley Boynes-Shuck

I will admit that I have always been hesitant to describe my rheumatoid arthritis medications as chemo, or “cancer drugs.” Part 10494666_906538779362749_8507416454432619951_nof this is my aversion to pity; the other part was that, at times, people use the term “chemo” incorrectly when describing their arthritis treatments. Lastly, I’ve always felt that it was a bit disrespectful in a way, comparing rheumatoid arthritis to cancer. Somehow, when I was on it, it had felt wrong to me to talk about my Methotrexate, that was a FAR lower dose than the dose that cancer patients get, in the same way that they would discuss their medications. I don’t like competing, I don’t like comparing diseases, and I don’t like negative attention. I am always careful to not overstate my health problems, or to make them seem worse than they are. But at the same time, I also try not to downplay them: autoimmune illnesses are wretched, and can be pretty serious.

In the past, I chided and chastised those who would talk about their “chemo days” in regards to arthritis. Perhaps, this was judgmental on my part, and I am a big enough and honest enough person to admit that. Now that I have actually had to get a chemotherapy drug for my various autoimmune conditions, I have revised my stance on the use of the word — but only if it is used correctly.

Though chemotherapy “technically” could be used to describe any form of chemical therapy (in essence, that would mean almost any medication, particularly those administered intravenously,) the fact is that all drugs are NOT chemotherapy in the way that the term is widely used and accepted by both the public and the medical community. But some medications are — and some of those medications are used to treat arthritis.

I think my issue with the word “chemo” in relation to arthritis was mostly when people would misuse it, or would use it exploitatively, solely to garner sympathy. Remicade, Orenica, Humira, and drugs like them are, in fact, biologic infusions, not what most doctors would refer to as chemotherapy.

They aren’t cancer medications, but they are administered in the same way that many cancer medications are. In fact, when you get these drugs in the IV form outside of your rheumatolgist’s office, you are likely in an oncology center. You may even be sitting next to a cancer patient who is receiving chemotherapy, and the average person taking a glance at you may not be able to tell the difference: the setup looks the same. But to be clear — and to be fair — those drugs aren’t chemo drugs. They are not fun — in fact, they’re pretty awful , and can be dangerous in their own right — but they are not as dangerous, and while they may have similar side effects, the RA drugs are not as strong, and thus typically do not have as bad of side effects as chemo does.

Granted, there are exceptions to every rule: I’ve ended up hospitalized because of biologic infusions. My hair thinned while on Methotrexate and I’m sure that some people do have chemo-like reactions to their immunosuppressants and biologics. But, I feel that it is still irresponsible and insensitive to misrepresent the medications to the public, to your peers, and to other patients.

That said, Methotrexate admittedly IS also used for certain types of cancer — often, juvenile forms of leukemia. There is a difference, though: methotrexate, even when used for cancer, is not really considered to be a chemotherapy drug, and the dosage for rheumatoid arthritis and juvenile arthritis is drastically less — sometimes up to 1/100 of what a cancer patient would get. Again, to clarify: Methotrexate is awful. Rheumatoid & juvenile arthritis are awful. I’m not denying these facts: just pointing out that it, in my opinion, is an inaccuracy to state or act like it is on the same level as what cancer patients deal with. It’s a glimpse into what they deal with, maybe a portion or a small taste of it — but, to me, it isn’t the same. That’s why I was always careful when I was on Methotrexate to explain that it was the same drug that was used, but not the same dosage, and often I left out the cancer-Methotrexate link altogether. 

10441350_915507271799233_6676133523438322477_nWhen I was prescribed Rituxan – which IS, in fact, an actual chemotherapy drug, that IS used to treat various forms of cancer (particularly lymphomas,) I was uncertain how to present it. At first, I didn’t want to tell anyone I was doing it at all, because I didn’t want to worry anybody. Then, I thought that if they found out I was doing it and DIDN’T tell them, that they’d be MORE worried. 

I ultimately decided that I wanted to share that I was doing it, and that I would share that it was chemotherapy, mostly because that aspect scared me a bit, and I needed to talk about it. I chose to go on it specifically because of its ability to treat rheumatoid arthritis, lupus, sjogrens, and possibly celiac AND for its link to treating cancer, since my combination of autoimmune ailments puts me at a higher predisposition for lymphoma — and so I wanted to share with some people that this was part of my decision in choosing the drug. I didn’t want to hide or downplay my nervousness about the drug; and I didn’t want to hide how serious these illnesses can be, but I also still didn’t want to act like I was having CHEMOTHERAPY-chemotherapy, if you know what I mean.

After I got my first round, I decided to share my experience with some, and became a little less scared of using the word. It was a chemo treatment, so I called it such. I was still careful to state that though it was a similar dosage as a cancer patient would get, that I was getting it a lot less frequently, that my reliance on the medication was a lot more temporary, and that it was administered to me more slowly — a little differently than it was to them. I didn’t want people to be scared: I wouldn’t lose my hair, or lose weight. But I also needed people to know that I would be sick for a few days, that it wasn’t pleasant or easy. I needed people to know that I had some anxiety about it, and that it was, in a sense, a big deal — but, also that it was nothing for them to worry about.

While Rituxan, Methotrexate, and some other drugs to treat autoimmune and rheumatic disorders are chemotherapy or are used to treat cancer, the most important thing for my loved ones AND for RA patients to remember is that: it may be chemo, but it’s not cancer. RA, and Lupus, and these other illnesses are terrible. But they aren’t cancer. My personal opinion is that you can’t compare two illnesses that are completely different; and you shouldn’t compete with one another. 

That said, it is up to you and you alone what treatment information you share with your family, friends, loved ones, and the public. It’s up to you how you describe it — I can’t tell you what to say or not say. This is a unique experience for each of us. One person close to me chastised me for sharing photos from my first Rituxan infusion with the public, but I decided that it’s my story, my treatment, and my journey. As someone who is an arthritis advocate in the public eye, I felt that it was my responsibility to share that part of my journey with all of you. My choice to try a drug like this was a big one for me, particularly with my coming from a holistic background. It wasn’t one that was made easily, or taken lightly. 

And while I’m aware that yes, I (gasp!) had a couple of chemo treatments,  and that there can be a correlation between cancer and autoimmune illness, I am so ever-grateful that it was for these (admittedly-still-crappy) conditions, and NOT cancer. Take from that what you will — as always, this is just my personal opinion. All I would suggest is that if you choose to use the word chemotherapy in regards to your treatment, that you are using it correctly, and with the right intentions.

As always, if you agree — or disagree — we ask that you (respectfully!) leave your comments below!

3 thoughts on “Chemotherapy and Arthritis – by Ashley Boynes-Shuck

  1. FIND YOUR SHARING SEEMS DEEPLY FELT BUT CONFUSING TO ME.i felt like you were telling me to be really careful what to share withANYONE.After dealing with Several immune disorders,and considering I have adaughter with Lupus and one of my six sons has R.A.We need to share our TRUTH.(I was diagnosed nearly forty yrs ago.Thank you for sharing your experience and for hopefully reading my experiencLove and prYers

    • Hi, Rosalie. I do appreciate your comment. Thanks for taking the time to read my blog. That said, if you feel that I was telling people to avoid sharing their truth, then I’m afraid you’ve misinterpreted what I’ve written. I encourage people to share their truth, but to be careful in how they present information as to not misinform, exaggerate, or otherwise misconstrue the reality of their situation. I’m all about honesty and transparency … but I’m also about accuracy, and not exploiting one’s illness or medications solely for sympathy or pity. I hope this clarifies my point and makes sense! Ultimately, though, as I mentioned in the post, how people choose to present their illness to their loved ones and anyone else out there is solely a personal decision that I cannot make for them. Good luck and good health to you! – A

  2. I never know how to explain my medication to anyone. So usually a concerned loved one goes with me to dr visits. They ask & get informed. Most of the time I’m in too much pain, stiffness, & just uncomfortable all I care about is feeling a little better. I’ve done every ra medication. 2 cancer medications, the last one was rituxan, since I had no sign of progress they made my dose higher & higher, after 2 years I couldn’t move much & felt awful(in bed motionless). Now I’m on prednisone and nobody knows how to explain this medication to me or my family… I wish there was an easier way to talk about ra, lupus, fibromyalgia, & all the medication. I haven’t compared my illness to cancer.. But ppl seem to not believe R. Arthitis is real. :(

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